I am what I am

I noe where I stand, I noe where I am in your list.
Its obvious how a guy would suddenly pop out from nowhere and try to be dat close.
Its obvious how I was rejected and later knowing wat u'v done. da reason's u gave.
When I ask u out on a date. Its coz I noe u'r intresting enuff for me to keep da conversation on for da whole duration of da date.
When I ask u out, its after I'v set aside all nervousness and fear and brought up da courage to do so.
Its obvious I'm nothing to u. just a normal friend. just a normal person. just..........sumbody.

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I am what I am.
Ma mood changes like the wheather, better yet, the screen saver.
I might not always be cheerfull nor happy, but I'l make sure I'l not make ma friends otherwise.
Ma words might be nothing, but I'm sure I'll keep it. One day, sumday.
There's a limit of words to those that I find it not worthwhile talking to.
Ma opinions and views are not shared to those hearts and minds that are close.
Its no point sharing when they'r full of themself.
Its better to keep the mouth shut when others are braggin.
Its better just to keep quiet when u noe that its no point telling them right or wrong, since they'v made up thier mind that every action and words they speak are right.

When I spend ma time sharing opinions or advising u. U should noe that I care for u.
When I help u and not ask for anything in return. Its coz I noe that u'l appreciate it.
When I spend time and listen to u. U should noe dat I'm there for u.
When I make effort to help u no matter what. U should noe that U are special to me.
No matter how it seems, but true friends are important to me.

People would always assume sumthing out of nothing.
Their assumptions are always fatal, and dats where gossips spread.
Rumours dat they wana say just so dat they'r not silence. Just so dat they can say sumthing.
They'r insecure. Insecure of the way they are.
Insecure that others would be better then them.
Its better to just shut up and listen, then to speak of sumthing that canot be taken back.