Ideas, ideas..!! I nid ideas for the foto shooting.
themes, pose etc etc.
if ntg pops out by mid of Jan, i'l have to postponed it to after exams d.
I cannot think of anything,
should I juz wait for your bulb to blink.?
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
The Other Side
A video dat I took for ma friends assignment during march '09.
Da story is regarding a boy (me) who suffers schizophrenia. He has an imaginary gf whom he's in love with and is gona marry. Altho its juz an illusion, but to him, its all real, da gal, da marriage and all.
Love is not an illusion, its a world all by its own.
check out the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uwJ0X3c7uI4&feature=channel (pt1)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7yOvINvkmk&feature=related (pt2)
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When we are deeply in love, we would only focus on da person we love whenever he/she is bside us.
When we are deeply in love, we would tend to neglect those friends surrounding us.
Yes, being loved and loving others is a great feeling.
But lets not forget our friends. Friends dat would stay longer then lovers do.
Lovers comes and go, and take pieces of u with them.
Da one dat stayed would walk with you till the end.
Friends comes and go, and leave memories bhind.
Those dat stayed are for real.
Da story is regarding a boy (me) who suffers schizophrenia. He has an imaginary gf whom he's in love with and is gona marry. Altho its juz an illusion, but to him, its all real, da gal, da marriage and all.
Love is not an illusion, its a world all by its own.
check out the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uwJ0X3c7uI4&feature=channel (pt1)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7yOvINvkmk&feature=related (pt2)
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When we are deeply in love, we would only focus on da person we love whenever he/she is bside us.
When we are deeply in love, we would tend to neglect those friends surrounding us.
Yes, being loved and loving others is a great feeling.
But lets not forget our friends. Friends dat would stay longer then lovers do.
Lovers comes and go, and take pieces of u with them.
Da one dat stayed would walk with you till the end.
Friends comes and go, and leave memories bhind.
Those dat stayed are for real.
Its better for u2read da book then4me2 tell da story.
Da best part of a gal is thier attitudes.
The part that makes them damn intresting to be with.
The part that seperates them from the rest.
The part that makes it more challenging for guys.
I heard from ma hsemate diz story bout a guy being rejected by diz gal.
Guy: Y.? Wat kinda guys u like then.?
Gal: Its better for u to read da book then me telling you da story.
Lolz. After I heard diz, I asked him to intro me diz gal. (altho i ady noe her. Jz to piss him off. and it did. He was damn defensive(coz he liked dat gal).Lolz)
Dats wat I called Intresting...!!
Where can I find diz kinda gal.?
The part that makes them damn intresting to be with.
The part that seperates them from the rest.
The part that makes it more challenging for guys.
I heard from ma hsemate diz story bout a guy being rejected by diz gal.
Guy: Y.? Wat kinda guys u like then.?
Gal: Its better for u to read da book then me telling you da story.
Lolz. After I heard diz, I asked him to intro me diz gal. (altho i ady noe her. Jz to piss him off. and it did. He was damn defensive(coz he liked dat gal).Lolz)
Dats wat I called Intresting...!!
Where can I find diz kinda gal.?
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Because of You
U'r da first thing on ma mind.
U'r da first thing dat i'm always worried about.
U'r da last thing dat i would hv ever forget.
Because of you, Ma activities are limited.
Because of you, Iv gota double consider of where i'm goin, what i'm doin.
Because of you, I'v gota always put u first.
U make ma life more troublesome.
U make me worry more.
U make me live in insecurity.
Da only benefit is dat I feel more confident wv u around me.
What if i lose u.?
Would ma life be da same.?
Would ma life be better.?
Tell me, coz i need to noe.
U'r da first thing dat i'm always worried about.
U'r da last thing dat i would hv ever forget.
Because of you, Ma activities are limited.
Because of you, Iv gota double consider of where i'm goin, what i'm doin.
Because of you, I'v gota always put u first.
U make ma life more troublesome.
U make me worry more.
U make me live in insecurity.
Da only benefit is dat I feel more confident wv u around me.
What if i lose u.?
Would ma life be da same.?
Would ma life be better.?
Tell me, coz i need to noe.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Christmast Isn't Christmast
Christmas isn’t Christmas ‘til it’s Christmas in your heart
Somewhere, deep inside you, is where Christmas really starts
So, give your heart to Jesus, you’ll discover when you do
That’s it Christmas, really Christmas for you.
Jesus brings warmth like a winter fire, a light like a candle’s glow
He’s waiting now to come inside, like He did so long ago
Jesus brings gifts of truth and life and makes them bloom and grow
So welcome Him with a song of joy, and when He comes you’ll know….
That Christmas isn’t Christmas ‘til it’s Christmas in your heart
Somewhere, deep inside you, is where Christmas really starts
So, give your heart to Jesus, you’ll discover when you do
That’s it Christmas, really Christmas
Christmas, really Christmas
Christmas, really Christmas for your
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Diz song is 1 of da best christmast songs dat i ever liked.
Its meaning is damn nice, da lyrics, da music...everything is great and fantastic.
This was during primary or even during kindergarden. Sang during a christmast event.
Remnaisence da memories. It was great.
Blessed Christmast to those of u dat reads.
p/s: Spot me if u can
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Powerfull Beyond Measure
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It is not just in some of us; It's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
by Marianne Williamson.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It is not just in some of us; It's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
by Marianne Williamson.
I am what I am
I noe where I stand, I noe where I am in your list.
Its obvious how a guy would suddenly pop out from nowhere and try to be dat close.
Its obvious how I was rejected and later knowing wat u'v done. da reason's u gave.
When I ask u out on a date. Its coz I noe u'r intresting enuff for me to keep da conversation on for da whole duration of da date.
When I ask u out, its after I'v set aside all nervousness and fear and brought up da courage to do so.
Its obvious I'm nothing to u. just a normal friend. just a normal person. just..........sumbody.
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I am what I am.
Ma mood changes like the wheather, better yet, the screen saver.
I might not always be cheerfull nor happy, but I'l make sure I'l not make ma friends otherwise.
Ma words might be nothing, but I'm sure I'll keep it. One day, sumday.
There's a limit of words to those that I find it not worthwhile talking to.
Ma opinions and views are not shared to those hearts and minds that are close.
Its no point sharing when they'r full of themself.
Its better to keep the mouth shut when others are braggin.
Its better just to keep quiet when u noe that its no point telling them right or wrong, since they'v made up thier mind that every action and words they speak are right.
When I spend ma time sharing opinions or advising u. U should noe that I care for u.
When I help u and not ask for anything in return. Its coz I noe that u'l appreciate it.
When I spend time and listen to u. U should noe dat I'm there for u.
When I make effort to help u no matter what. U should noe that U are special to me.
No matter how it seems, but true friends are important to me.
People would always assume sumthing out of nothing.
Their assumptions are always fatal, and dats where gossips spread.
Rumours dat they wana say just so dat they'r not silence. Just so dat they can say sumthing.
They'r insecure. Insecure of the way they are.
Insecure that others would be better then them.
Its better to just shut up and listen, then to speak of sumthing that canot be taken back.
Its obvious how a guy would suddenly pop out from nowhere and try to be dat close.
Its obvious how I was rejected and later knowing wat u'v done. da reason's u gave.
When I ask u out on a date. Its coz I noe u'r intresting enuff for me to keep da conversation on for da whole duration of da date.
When I ask u out, its after I'v set aside all nervousness and fear and brought up da courage to do so.
Its obvious I'm nothing to u. just a normal friend. just a normal person. just..........sumbody.
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I am what I am.
Ma mood changes like the wheather, better yet, the screen saver.
I might not always be cheerfull nor happy, but I'l make sure I'l not make ma friends otherwise.
Ma words might be nothing, but I'm sure I'll keep it. One day, sumday.
There's a limit of words to those that I find it not worthwhile talking to.
Ma opinions and views are not shared to those hearts and minds that are close.
Its no point sharing when they'r full of themself.
Its better to keep the mouth shut when others are braggin.
Its better just to keep quiet when u noe that its no point telling them right or wrong, since they'v made up thier mind that every action and words they speak are right.
When I spend ma time sharing opinions or advising u. U should noe that I care for u.
When I help u and not ask for anything in return. Its coz I noe that u'l appreciate it.
When I spend time and listen to u. U should noe dat I'm there for u.
When I make effort to help u no matter what. U should noe that U are special to me.
No matter how it seems, but true friends are important to me.
People would always assume sumthing out of nothing.
Their assumptions are always fatal, and dats where gossips spread.
Rumours dat they wana say just so dat they'r not silence. Just so dat they can say sumthing.
They'r insecure. Insecure of the way they are.
Insecure that others would be better then them.
Its better to just shut up and listen, then to speak of sumthing that canot be taken back.
The start of sumthing
I'v decided to blog again is coz..ma life is getting more intresting and da voices inside ma head keeps urging to get out, to be heard, or just to be blarred out.
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